Hello to anyone that takes the time to read this. It’s been a good month or so since my last post and plenty in life has changed. I now have a beautiful little boy and life has changed. I’m more tired at evening, and time is a little less then I’d like. The above is a screenshot I found from an international racer who took part in the ets. The ets being the euro touring car series, one of the biggest things to happen to 1/10th touring car racing. And snippets of what’s in the screenshot, is I feel right now.

To be at the top you need to fully commit. And results haven’t been how I’d of liked. I’d like to focus on my family and career. My own take on this. I can’t fully commit, and as I look back through the last few years I have backed off from racing a lot. I use to race each and every clubmans, then I did the micc winter series. And now I only race at Louth. Even with all the sponsors and support it isn’t enough. I don’t earn money form it, and life has for more expensive. Now with a family, I don’t want to be far from them, and want to cherish the moments.

As a racer I have the fire in my belly to still race at the top. But now, when I want to prepare my cars, I feel guilty. And that’s just how life changes. I’m am Nearly prepared for Louth in a week (from this post). I’m like a kid in a sweet store. I can’t wait

I look at plenty of things during my time off. What could I buy to help improve me and my racing. And I’m now like, will that help me or am I just chucking money at it or chucking money away. Either way I’m prepared I’m ready, and hoping for the best for the last race of the winter.

Like I said results haven’t been great. The first meeting was mega, second meeting wasn’t horrendous but should of been tq. Third round a tq but no go in the final. Last meeting didn’t even make the a final. And round five i didn’t race .

Your only as good as your last meeting, so my first aim…. Make the a final. Let’s get this done xray going strong!!

Hopefully update soon, thanks for checking in

C